I Feel like it has been forever

Oh this is bad. It has been only about a week and a half since I have seen my girl. I miss her sooo much already. It truly was so much easier before I met her. I put all her clothes in a bag and sealed it after she wore them. I was hoping that Keiko would smell them, and get used to her smell. Well, this morning I got a pair or her pj's out for him to lay around with. I just found myself smelling them. I Couldn't smell her hopefully he can. Whooooo, I would have never thought that I would have felt this way so quick. She was absolutely so lovable. I can't wait for you all to meet her.

Our Godchild Jameson is such a lover. He is so sweet, and snuggly. Mike has said over and over, that he has never seen such a good baby. While in Guatemala he said to me, WOW she is as good as Jameson, I can't believe it. I have a feeling it is because of her FOster mother AZUCENA. THey say that she is the best, and by Avea's disposition I would say they are right. She loves Avea soooo much. When we came down from our room to give her back after the weekend, she was so excited. SHe was jumping up and down talking to her (in spanish). I don't know how she is going to give her up. She loves her so much. I feel so sorry for her already. I know how I felt after two days with that precious baby. What is she going to do, I hope that after everybody prays for Avea to get home quick, that they will say a prayer for Azucena to have strength, and faith in me to take care of this baby. She definately will be devastated when she has to give her up. Please Pray for her to come home to us soon, and for Azucena, she loves her so much.

Still in PGN!!!

We are still in PGN. That is six weeks. I have heard that they fired some top officials, and that everything is at a stand still. My Agency did not tell us that, I heard it on the forum. They also said that once they get new people hired that we will fly through. Sounds like the top official maybe was doing some bribing. Bribe me please, I don't have a lot of money but I would probably do anything to get her home sooner. Just kidding that wouldn't be right. Well keep praying everyone that PGN is actually moving our file through!!!!

PRAYER'S PLEASE!!!

We spent the weekend with our baby girl, she was absolutely beautiful. The first moment we seen her we were in love. Having Aunt Dude, Uncle Dan, and Grandma there was just awesome. You just can't beat the moment your daughter looks you in the eyes, and with a little smirk tells you that she loves you. Sharing that with some of our family makes it even more incredible. I really wish that everyone could have been with us for the first meeting. She was just precious. I wish you all could have had the chance to meet our super special baby girl Avea. Soon that will happen, soon WE ALL will get to kiss her and love on her. I JUST CAN'T WAIT!!

Okay that is it. I've seen my baby, she's beautiful, she has the best little dispositon. I NEED HER!!!!! I, I mean WE, ARE IN LOVE. Please pray that the lord brings us together. Please pray that he speeds us through PGN, gets us out if it, gets our Birth certificate, our passport, our DNA test, and our embassy appointment. Please just PRAY!!! Please PRAY that GOD will bring us together, that he will let us touch her again soon!! That she will come into our house and call it her home. That he will let us love her more than we ever thought we could love another being. JESUS PLEASE JUST BRING MY BABY GIRL HOME!!!!! We promise to love her, to take care of her, to raise her to the best of our capabilities, just bring her to us to let us try. Please God Listen To Us

Her P.J's say I love my Mommy, but daddy sure is pushing his way in.

I Look Cute In Everything!! Every Color Is My Color

I did it

Yup I gave her a little trim. I tried leaving the style as is. A little fuax hawk on top, and a mullet in the back. The stuff that I trimmed a little was the long stuff. I did not trim the sides wear it all broke off, so probably what will happen

is the top and back will really grow fast now, and the sides will still be short, oh well, I tried.

I love it when daddy gives me baths

Yup, Mike wanted to give her a bath. He was sooo cute, he dug right in and scrubbed her up good. He did better than me. The homeboy is going to be a good daddy. He was right into it all. He is working on be the favorite.

I Love my First Teddy Bear

My cousin Lauren gave me her teddy bear. I loved chewing his nose. I have a feeling that Lauren is going to spoil me a little. My mommy says that Lauren loves to give kisses, all of the time. So I am sure that my cheeks will be ready for her. Thanks for the teddy bear LU LU

We knew that we were giving her back to her foster mother at 5:00. It hit me at 4:00, the tears started falling. I couldn't believe how I could feel after two and a half days. How could you love a stranger sooo much. I started to cry at four and didn't stop until about six. There were tears coming from more than me. I would have never thought that I was going to feel that much love for her so quick. She is already the love of our lives. She looks a little different than most around us, but the love that we feel for her is so strong that we know that she will be loved by most.
SHE WASN'T BORN UNDER MY HEART, BUT WAS IN IT!

LOOK AT THAT FACE!!!!!

How can you not fall in love with that face.

It is sooo funny. We have a collic in the same exact spot, we have no top lip. For her daddy, she has the same mustache. Yes, she has a stache. Couldn't tell on the inside. Just looked a little darker. When we took her outside, I realized, yes she has something that looks like her daddy.

CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP

Don't ya wish your grandaughter was cute like mine?????

Does this picture not say it all. The cutest baby in the world. I know I might be a little partial, but then again look at her. She had sooooo much fun with her daddy in the hot tub, she trusted him fully. He totally fell in love with her. She is just wonderful.